这种爱 我受不起

Not in good mood.
EMO.
EMO.
EMO.
EMO.
EMO.

So now I dont know what to do.
:((

He's making me to feel guilty.
I dont want to lose him as a friend.

And then him.
I know he hates me.
Hates me from the bottom of his heart.
I was trying very hard to make up everything.
But I dont think he wants it to be back like we used to be.
So , now what ?

Plus , there's gonna be an exam soon.
Have to concentrate on studies.
TIRED.
TIRED.
TIRED.