Eleanor & Park

I get so emotional after finishing books with sad endings/cliffhangers. Every single time.
So, I'm still in my book-hangover phase. And it sucks. :(

“Eleanor was right. She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something.”

17JULY

没什么好生气
只是有点失望

confidence

i lost confidence in you, and between us. 

i don't feel special anymore.

给我的小天使, Lilo & 小小.

虽然不知道你们会不会回来.
但是我知道,你们一定也很想念我们.
一定也很努力的找路回家.

小天使们,谢谢你们带来的快乐!
我很爱你们.

加油,希望你们平平安安.
我们永远都欢迎你回家!

慢慢来 更好

不要因为走得慢而焦急
走得慢的人往往会比走得快的人
看到更仔细和丰富的东西

如果问其中谁会成长得更多
我认为

是走得慢, 看到更仔细和丰富的人

继续努力 不要放弃

摔倒了又怎样

再站起来就行了

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摔倒的同时仰望天空

蓝蓝的天空今天还是广阔无边地微笑着

我还活着,一定还有机会的

加油.

:D

光头老大, 生日快乐!

 Went to celebrate his birthday yesterday night.

Thanks for the treat, birthday boy!

And your SLK very cute.

x)

Happy 17th Birthday har!

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Tomorrow's my turn.   :D

ILY! Please tell me you love me too!

Love kills slowly.

 So short. So fragile. So complicated. Life

What a depressing day. 

Anger.Jelousy.

Pure torture

damn it! 

 

 

Here comes December!

It's Fun, Friends and Love.

A great great GREAT December! 

I've lots of things to blog about!

:D

Genting/KL trip with friends ♥

Full House Restaurant. 

 Chocolate Cup

 BaskinRobins

We went back home on 22.

And so the next day is D-day.

Cant sleep for the whole night!

But anyway, I've scored 8 A's.

x)

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

And now all Form3 students can breathe easily.

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Christmas Eve. 

Spent it with my family in KL, AGAIN.

hahaaa.

Had lots of fun!

KLCC is crowded.

Everyone was spraying fake snows and cream at each other.

And I'm all wet, thanks to Ryan and his idiotic friends.

;PP

Well, that's all for now.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, guys !

:*

 

 

碎`裂

从来没有碰过酱的难题

两个都喜欢

两个都有趣

两个都可靠

两个都幽默

两个都可怜

烦恼

最近常常绕着我转 

想了那么久

还是没有答案

为什么会做出酱的决定

我也不知道

可能真的是因为被他的话激到了吧

公平的对待？ 

在爱情里，公平存在吗

本来的我，很清楚

可是为什么

他说的那些

可以轻易地把我认为的

全部推翻

原本以为

说出来了，会舒服些

但是我错了

我还是一样烦恼

甚至多出了心痛

可能我的选择是错的

但是既然决定了

就不要后悔

 继续走下去

____________________________

喜欢不一定要在一起

我赞同 :)

虽然会有些遗憾，可是我相信

很快，我会好起来的

我很爱很爱他

希望，他永远都不会发现

;P

亲爱的

看了，请帮我守住这个秘密

谢谢，我爱你们

 

 

Rafael Nadal ♥♥♥

 

The US open tennis match just ended.

Was quite disappointed because Federer lost in the semifinal.

I was hoping to see him playing against Nadal in the final.

Should be exciting!

Federer didnt play well in the semifinal.

Was hoping for more. 

Lots of unforced error compare to his usual play.

But anyway, Nadal won!!

Thats what matter.

x)))

His opponent in the final, Novak Djokovic.

His good.

Great determination.

He kept on playing until the end.

Even though it's already break point, he still didnt give up.

**ADMIRE**

When a tennis player win their match.

They're ridiculously happy.

Jumping up and down.

Shouting and smiling.

When you look at them, I'm sure you'll feel the same way they do.

___________________________________________

 I love Rafa Nadal !

He's a hottie !

;DD

His the youngest player to complete a career Grand Slam.

Cool eh?

While watching the US open.

I realize that he plays tennis using his left hand.

And sign autographs using his right hand.

Was curious, so I check on the net.

HOHOHOHOHO

*Smirk*

I found out that he's actually a right hander.

But his coach made him play with his left hand instead.

And now he's the best tennis player in the world !

COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL EH !!!!!

;DDDDDDDDDDDD♥♥♥

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5 October

PMR.

Try my best!

I swear to god I'll be somebody when I grow up.

:)))

朋友 是一辈子的

由于美君小姐说
每次看到我用英文写, 她就不想看
所以这次就特别用华文
希望她会看看
;D

今天早上, 陪爸爸妈妈吃早餐
很久没有酱营养了
到了那边才知道
是和爸爸的旧同学一起吃

爸爸跟我讲说
他们都是中学时候很要好的朋友
看看他们
发觉, 原来爸爸保养得不错

他们
一个是医生, 住在外国
另外两个是生意人
而我爸爸是律师
好一群有出息的朋友

他们聊了好多
从30多年前聊到了今天
我也听得很入神

从来没有看过酱的爸爸
对朋友们说话很调皮
好像和他们在一起
就年轻了几十岁

他们四个人还约好
退休后
要一起环游世界
不再烦赚钱

12.30pm
酱一聊就那么晚了
几个小时了

回家时, 他们只说了
‘再见 保重’

我愣了
怎么就酱简单几句
明明就要很久才能见面啊
在车上, 我就问爸爸
为什么道别得那么草率

他说
因为他相信, 这还不是他们最后一次见面
<3
我很喜欢这个答案

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刚才就和几个好朋友出门玩
发现
每次狂欢后, 都有失落的感觉

你们这些朋友
对我来说真的很特别
是我想要一起快乐, 伤心的朋友

经常会幻想
我们长大后
坐在一起喝东西聊天
一起分享我们拥有的记忆
会很幸福吧

所以就算明年不同班
我也不会忘记大家
因为你们在我心里
占据了不可取代的位置

希望希望♥
我在你们心里
也一样

To do list after pmr. :D

My trial on 15 August.
which means 10 days from now.
Still, I'm sitting here writing this dumb blog.
:/

I wanted to do so many things !
But not now, I'll leave it after pmr ends.

To do list after PMR.
Sleep for at least 10 hours.
Go for dinner with my beloved family !
Take lilo & xiao xiao for a walk.
Hang out with babes.
Watch 'Remember Me'
Buy a Fuji 7s.
Buy an eBook.
Finish reading 'The Last Song' by Nicholas Sparks.
(which I started reading from May but still not finished even though its already August!)
Sleepover with my girls.
Shopping with mum!
Swimming with sis.
Learn to make a cheese cake.
Movie in the house with dudes and babes.
Learn to write with left hand.
(I know it's stupid. But I wanna try. ;D)
Tan my skin.
Beach with family.
Dye lilo's fur with black and white. (panda!)
Plant a sunflower.
Start my business with mom !

And last but not least,
Fall In Love again.
<3

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I'll do my best for trial and pmr.
Aiming for 8.
;)
Wish me luck!

Belly Performance

3 July was Malam Budaya

Had a great time.

8 in the morning.
Went to BengSiew hall for rehearsal.
Everything went well.
After that, went back.
Ying, Bunny , Rebecca followed me home.

2.30pm
Hair and makeup at De'Touch.
Then, straight to BengSiew hall.
Was raining by then.

Reached the hall at about 6pm.
Took lots of pictures while waiting for our turn to perform.
And before I knew it, its our turn

Yea, I was seriously nervous.
I could hear cheering and shouting so loudly.
Made me shook.

After the performance.
I felt relieved.
We trained so hard, just for the 6 minutes on stage.
Worth it.
:D


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Now, I miss the time when we were practicing for our dance.
I made new friends and gained experience.
This will be one of my greatest time I spent for sure.

Life goes on.
Soon, I'll be sitting for my PMR.
88 days by then.



I miss you guys !
Dont lose contact !
D;

Have fear. He's here.

Snow White is back
Officially back
In my mind again
Haunting me

He's single and heartbroken.

I've been wondering if I should ask him.
Ask him why.
Why on earth did he treat me like that.

Making me fall in love with him and then ran away.
Irresponsible guy

Have fear. He's here.
He's back to my mind and making me emo again.
I hate it a lot.

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PMR coming soon.
I wont let you distract me.
FOCUS.

Focus on my studies , and I'll get over it soon
Wont let my parents down.
They have high hopes on me !
Love you , daddy mommy.

Bunny's Birthday.

Went to Penang yesterday.

Happyyyy.
12 people including me
Bunny
Xin
XH
En
Ming
Teik
Chirt
X
AhLong
Keat
Yz

We went there to celebrate Bunny's birthday.
XH gave me , Xin and X a ride there.
And the others took the bus.

First , we went RedBox.
Sing Sing Sing.
Bunny had her birthday cake there.
B n K very sweeeeeeeeeeeeet.
xD

After that
We went for movies.
' The Karate Kid '
Its not bad , I like it.
I was hungry when watching the movie.
:P

We went to have our lunch at Sushi King.
Me and XH shared Japanese noodles.
Yummyy.
Told XH something.
She gave me some good suggestions.
:)
Thanks , babe !

Then , we went home.
By bus and ferry.
Ewww.
I hate ferry.
It makes me dizzy.

Had a wonderful day.
Hope the birthday girl is happy !




I LOVE MY BABES.

Whats with me and him ?
I dont know..

Mood Swing

Finished my exam.
Got B for BM.
Worried for my Seni.
I'm lousy at drawing arh.
><''

Mood swing swing swing.
Dont know why.
:S

Bunny's birthday is just around the corner !
We're celebrating her birthday at Penang.
Looking forward to it.
She promised us to wear a dress that day !
Never see her wearing a dress.
x))

We're celebrating KhoonMing's birthday on the same day too.
Cause their birthdays are just 3 days apart.
So , better hope that Ming wont be absent.

Hmmmm
Mr Teik wont be going , I guess.
He said he need to attend a competition for an online game.
Brainless guy.

Bought a present for Bunny!
Hope she like it.
I think its very cute.
:]

And mummy's going to Australia tomorrow.
Going for 1 month!
Maybe I'll miss her eh.
And she's going to miss my dance performance.
Arghh.
Eric is going too.
To meet up with Sherroy.
How sweet.
Hahaaaa. :D

For Mommy and Eric:
Have a safe flight !

这种爱 我受不起

Not in good mood.
EMO.
EMO.
EMO.
EMO.
EMO.

So now I dont know what to do.
:((

He's making me to feel guilty.
I dont want to lose him as a friend.

And then him.
I know he hates me.
Hates me from the bottom of his heart.
I was trying very hard to make up everything.
But I dont think he wants it to be back like we used to be.
So , now what ?

Plus , there's gonna be an exam soon.
Have to concentrate on studies.
TIRED.
TIRED.
TIRED.

24 April. 初恋红豆冰♥

Friday today.

Busy Busy Busy.
Went to watch a movie with Evangeline and Eric at 10.35pm

初恋红豆冰♥

I like the ending of the movie
Very touching.
The main characters didnt end up together.
But its still nice.
:)

Everyone will always remember their first love, I guess.
At least I know I will, although its not a very nice memory.
Maybe it's because first love is the one who starts it all.

I still remember how he look like.
I still remember when's his birthday.
I still remember when we first met.
I remember everything.
:D

Do you remember?
I guess not.
Hahahaas

050708.

♥

Oh yea !
I fell down and sprained my leg when I'm looking for my sit in the cinema.
Hahaaaa.
Hope it wont hurt so bad tomorrow.
Cause still got 2 dance class.
:((

16/4 Kuan's Birthday

It's Kuan's birthday today !

Went to Village Mall to celebrate with

Xin
Chirt
AhLong.

I reached there late.
About 3pm.
All of them were in Secret Recipe.
Eating their lunch.

After that , we went for Kbox.
There was still an hour until our movie start.
Surprisingly , the worker in Kbox still remember me.
So i got a free treat !
X)

We watched a Singapore movie.
Named '做人'
Its nice. And quite funny.


After the movie, we went starbucks.
We bought 5 slices of cake from Secret Recipe.
Nice. :D


Me / Kuan

Me / Xin

After the cake , I went back home.
Tired and sleepy.
But I had lots of fun.
Happy Birthday , Kuan !
Hope you're happy.
;D